Confessions of a Dangerous Mind

by Shari L. Rosenblum
"But since my name is to live,
it is my duty to endeavor to transmit with it to posterity the remembrance
of the unfortunate man by whom it was borne, such as he really was,
and not such as his unjust enemies incessantly endeavored to describe
him." --
Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Confessions, Book VIII
In
Beyond Good and Evil, Nietzsche affirms that "whoever despises
himself still respects himself as one who despises." Quoted late
in Chuck Barris's Confessions of a Dangerous Mind,
translated for film by George Clooney from the screenplay by the suddenly
ubiquitous Charlie Kaufman, the aphorism perfectly captures the duality
of self-loathing cum self-adoration that is the paradox of the modern
confessional. The confesser reveals himself in his darkest sins so as
to be better loved, siding with the judges against himself so that they
will embrace him in forgiveness. The more bad he can say about himself
-- even if he has to invent it -- the more he feels himself worthy of
the task. Confessers have been known to concoct extraordinary fictions
of their own evils to hide from the world how ordinary they fear they
are. Jean-Jacques Rousseau, father of the earth-bound literary confession,
conveyed this split in the writing personality by subtitling his account
of himself "Rousseau Judge of Jean-Jacques" (and invented
-- or so the story goes -- five illegitimate children, so that he could
confess to having abandoned them). Barris does so by tongue-in-cheek
dissociation: he subtitles his self-exposure an "unauthorized autobiography,"
and confesses to having cold-bloodedly killed 33 enemies for the CIA
during his career as a game show guru for network television.
Creator
of The Dating Game, The Newlywed Game and The Gong
Show, responsible for the pop hit "Palisades Park," Chuck
Barris had his finger on the pulse of the American public -- and was,
for that success, reviled and decried as the destroyer of television.
Accused of catering to the lowest common denominator, he once offered
in defense of himself that he didn't even know what the lowest common
denominator was. It's hard to imagine that he did not, at the same moment,
determine for himself that he'd find it before his time ran out.
Confessions of a Dangerous Mind, originally published in the
1980s, is not Chuck Barris's only autobiography. In the 70s he published
You and Me Babe, a fictional version of his life story that made
the NY Times bestseller list (which I actually read at the time, and
from which certain scenes have stayed with me). And in the 90s he wrote
Game Show King: A Confession. Confessions of a Dangerous Mind
is the only Barris autobiography that mentions the CIA gig. And it's
almost as if you can see the light bulb appear above his head. That,
you see, explains all those odd choices for prize vacations . . .

Appearing as a companion piece to Paul Schrader's Auto Focus,
in which the character of Hogan's Heroes star Bob Crane is ploddingly
assassinated, and as a counterpoint to Ron Howard's A Beautiful
Mind, in which genius mathematician John Nash imagines working
for the CIA, the film version of Confessions of a Dangerous Mind
is neither as critical nor as celebratory of its subject as either of
these. Clooney, in his directorial debut, shows a flare for doubting
his source material without mocking it, and controls his sardonic touches
so that they bleed into, but never implicate, the teller of the tale.
Not entirely faithful to the questionable source text, Kaufman's script
plays up the rift in the personality of its creator. Genius and fool.
Blunt with the truth and fanciful fantasist. Slick scoundrel and zhlub
(i.e., a geek with poor fashion sense and bad posture). As played by
Sam Rockwell, the shifts are believable -- because the extremes aren't
all that extreme (the zhlub and the fool apparent even in the slickest
of scenes), and because neither is meant to be taken at face value.
The film's mock commentary upon its own historical reliability (who
knows?) is the filmmakers' cue that they, at least, are in on the writer's
joke.
Also
clearly in step with Barris's "gong this" revelations are
Clooney, in his deadpan role as CIA scout and subject Jim Byrd, and
Julia Roberts doing a game show host's image of a latter day Mata Hari,
Patricia Wilson. Drew Barrymore's Penny, Barris's sustaining romantic
interest, is a world apart. She transforms from proto-hippie to lover
to friend and beyond. With her mutating wardrobes (matched by the evolution
of the dress and decor in Barris's TV offices) and constant smile, love
unconditional, she is an ideal more fantastical than TV success and
CIA spydom. Barrymore shines in the role.
Witty critique or cynical mockery, in the end the film lacks the staying
power of Barris's personality. Reluctant fans of The Dating Game
(among the best bits in the film) and The Gong Show can still
remember highlights decades old, but this film may very likely fade
rather quickly from memory.
©2003 Shari L. Rosenblum
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